Friday, June 1, 2007

What to do?

How come life has to be so confusing? How come when it feels like you've won the jackpot, something happens and you are knocked down a couple of notches? I know the saying "Life isn't fair" but it's getting ridiculous.

I have a great family that would do anything for me if I was too ask. I am really greatful for that. Plus, I can't forget my friends. They mean the world to me. Whenever things get rough, I know that I can call on one or more of them to make it better.

Right now, I'm really torn. I am in love with one of the greatest guys in the world;however,at the moment he doesn't want to hurt me. He tells me he loves me and wants me in his life. Giving up and walking away from this situation would be so easy. I honestly don't know what to do. My best friend tells me to stick with it because it will get better, but I just feel like I'm on a roller coaster, and I'm ready to get off.

What's a girl to do?!?!