Tuesday, June 26, 2007

How do you say I'm sorry?

So many things have been going on in my life right now, and I have taken a lot of it out on the one person that I love and care for more than anything. I know what I did was wrong, but I can't change the past. I can only making the present and future better so it doesn't happen again.

He has been nothing but a Prince to me. He has been my shoulder to cry on, to the one person that could support me through the good and bad times. Now, I have a feeling I have lost him forever. Boy would that suck!

We decided to become friends again, but I don't want to be just his friends. I love him more than that. I don't know what to do anymore and it scares me to death.

I haven't felt like this about anyone since Matt, and most know how sad of an ending that turned out to be. Hopefully things get better. Until then, I guess I'm putting on my fake smile and making it look like everything is okay.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Will the real Dale Jr fans please stand up!

As expected, Dale Earnhardt Jr announced today that he will drive for Hendrick Motorsports beginning in 2008 for five years. Junior will be replacing Kyle Busch, who is leaving after contract negotiations didn't go his way. No one knows what car he will drive or who will be the sponsor, but we do know that this will divide the JR Nation. Many people belive that Dale Jr has "sold out" and is "working for the enemy".

Rick Hendrick and the drivers of HMS are proven winners. The Hendrick Motorsports organization has stepped up their testing with the COT, and have proven they can handle that new journey. Hendrick Motorsports has also won 10 out of 14 races. HMS has dominated Restrictor-Plate races, that once were dominated by Dale Jr and DEI. It will be great to see Junior leading at Talladega and Daytona again. I will love being able to go to races and see him take the Checkered Flag first. It is long overdue!

When announced in May that he would become a free agent, he said that he wanted to win races and championships. What better team is there, then Hendrick Motorsports.

During the press conference, all Dale Jr was doing was smiling. We haven't seen that smile in a while. He knew he had made the right decision, and his father is smiling down on him. Dale Jr even said that his father would be jealous of him. Rick is going to take care of Dale Jr and treat him just like a son. This is something great for both of them.

I just don't understand how people can say that love Dale Jr one moment and then hate him the next. I don't like Jeff Gordon and Jimmie Johnson and I promise you that I will NOT be rooting for them no matter what anyone says. I consider myself a huge Dale Earnhardt Jr fan and I will follow him no matter where he goes. The diehard fans will be the ones that support him through this, while the bandwagon fans will jump ship and latch on to someone new.

That's a shame because Earnhardt fans are some of the best. I just wish all the fans that didn't stick around for this next fun adventure a "Goodbye". I understand you have to do what is best for you. Just remember, Dale Jr did what was best for him. Let's all get ready for the 2008 season. It is going to be so much fun!

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Danica Patrick vs. Dan Wheldon

She has posed in Maxim magazine, complained about NASCAR, and now she is not getting penalized for an on track incident that happened Sunday during the AJ Foyt 255 in Milwaukee. What the hell? If you didn't watch the race, you missed an entertaining tiff between Dan Wheldon(driver of the #10 Target Honda for Chip Ganassi Racing) and Danica Patrick.
During the race, Danica was trying to pass Dan and as she was passing Dan, the two cars touched and sending Danica into the grass. His car had no damage and he continued to race, while her car had a bent suspension.
Following the race Danica tried to talk to Dan, who really didn't want to have any part of the conversation. As he was walking away, she grabbed his arm, started to scream at him, and pushed him slightly. When did pushing another competitor become right? Oh wait, I get it, Danica is a girl and it's okay for her to get a little into it.
Wheldon was later interviewed about the confrontation, where he said "She's just feisty. ... She's messing with the wrong person if she wants to get feisty."
Danica has some serious problems out there on the track. I understand she is feeling the heat from not winning a race, while everyone on her team has, including Tony Kanann who won the race that day. Mrs. Patrick is nothing but a diva and wants things done her way. She has yet to win a race, and the way she is acting, doesn't look like that will be happening anytime soon.
I just wonder what will happen next in the Dan vs Danica battle. But I'll tell you this; Mr. Wheldon has my vote. Good luck Dan, looks like you'll need it! Danica is a piece of work.

Friday, June 1, 2007

What to do?

How come life has to be so confusing? How come when it feels like you've won the jackpot, something happens and you are knocked down a couple of notches? I know the saying "Life isn't fair" but it's getting ridiculous.

I have a great family that would do anything for me if I was too ask. I am really greatful for that. Plus, I can't forget my friends. They mean the world to me. Whenever things get rough, I know that I can call on one or more of them to make it better.

Right now, I'm really torn. I am in love with one of the greatest guys in the world;however,at the moment he doesn't want to hurt me. He tells me he loves me and wants me in his life. Giving up and walking away from this situation would be so easy. I honestly don't know what to do. My best friend tells me to stick with it because it will get better, but I just feel like I'm on a roller coaster, and I'm ready to get off.

What's a girl to do?!?!